Me Being Very Very HONEST!!

Ok, i gotta be honest here, i learned something from my previous post, which wasn't shocking at all..........
 I HATE SPEAKING FORMALLY. It just feels so akward when i do it and i totally suck at doing it. And before i post anything any further, i gotta state some things about me...

1. As i already said before, I hate speaking formally, its not that I will NEVAR do it. Being at my school makes that very imposible, so if I have to I'll do it.

2. Not to brag, but I speak english very fluently. Sometimes I say something in english and dont know what it is in Bahasa (lame I know), which leads to my third point...

3. I'm Indonesian! And proud of it! Obviously I can speak the national laguage which is Bahasa Indonesia fluently too, but some things are easier to say in english. Sometimes (who am i kidding? MOST of the time) I accidentally speak english when i'm at home speaking to my parents or when chatting with my friends, most of the time online. To my friends who have known me for years, this is no suprise at all. My mom learned english in college and i've been hearing english since i was born. I understood grammar (kind of) before entering elementary, and everyone in my family speaks it fluently too. We even argue in english (like whut?).

4. This blog is actually a project from my Bahasa Indonesia teacher. He's really awesome and teaches amazingly. But this being a project from him, i have to post stuff in Bahasa too (i gotta get a grade! Duh..)
Mabye I'll post stuff in english and translate it later. Hopefully. Mabye? Fine, I gotta do it even if I don't want too.

5. People change me. The people who influence me the most are of course my parents, but there's a special someone who I met when I was 5. This girl right here ---> http://monsteredogawa.tumblr.com/ . We went to the same class in our second year of kindergarden. I didn't know her that well back then (well I was 5, I didn't know what kind of people I should be friends with). After kindergarden, she moved away. And in fourth grade, she came back. She even came back to the same school. And the cool thing is, because she used to go there, some kids still remembered her. She became qui- ehem... VERY popular and made a boatload of friends. Unlike some popular kids who ignore other people and just hang with their group of also popular people, she was reeeeeeaaaaaaalyyyyy frigin' NICE! Her name is Aurora Salsabilah Mahira, please kindly follow this awesome chick on twitter @_AuroraSM . In fourth grade I knew about her, I knew what she looked like (kind of) and that she was really friendly and popular. In fifth grade, magic happened people, MAGIC!! Fate (more like teachers) brought us together and we were placed in the same class. At first I knew her as "the girl who went to kindergargen with me" but now i know here as "the AWESOME girl who practically changed my (poopy pathetic) life" I love her sooooooo much! SARANGHAE UNNIE~~ Back to fifth grade, at first I had two best friends ******* and ******* (not gonna mention any names here, might get murdered, nobody wants that. Right?) At first we were really close, but as the last semester started, they started to kinda "leave" me out. At first I was like " Guise! Sthap leaving me out! Pleeeeeaasee??" then i was like "Okay, u guise seriously gotta start spending more time with meee" Finally I was like "........" (hey, if you have nothing nice to say, don't say anything. So i'm just gonna stay quiet here) But then an angel with long hair, tiny eyes, and a mezmerizing smile practically "saved" me. I have heen a pretty hardcore kpopper since the end of fourth grade, and in fifth grade, me being the stoopid mindless fangirl (thankfully) told everyone how much I looooved my first bias group, 2PM!! (who is having their 5th anniversary in a couple of days!!) Turned out, she also loved kpop. She was an ELF (Ever Lasting Friend) a fangirl of Super Junior. I told her about 2PM too. At first she was like "Sorry, but 2PM isn't really that good" I was just like "umm whatever, people have different opinions, it's perfectly noooormaaaaaalhh" but then she started getting into 2PM too. That made me extreeeeemly happy!! When those two "left" me, she became my best friend. We talked about K-POP (obviousleah) and other stuff too. Everytime someone said something to me about a certain "SOMEBODY" and pissed me off, she would be there to make me happy again. When 6th grade came along i was reeeeeeaaaaaaaaalyyyyyyyyy PRAYING that we would be in the same class together again, and aparently, some sorcery came along and made everything perfect. Once again, magic happened people, MAGIC!! We were in the same class again!! I COMPLETELY FREAKED (on the inside)!! We became the bestest (lol, is that even a word? I use it alot though) friend EVAAAAR!!

~~ someone suddenly pissed me off, time for me to freak and burn in anger ASDFGHHUWHXRM4HAHIHRUMHHCXUQAI,XHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~

That was my sister by the way, typical much (?)
OK, back to the bestest friend evar (yes I declare that a word). Even though she was the bestest friend I ever had, we still fought a LOT. We made up preety quick. That was fine. Sixth grade was a huge blast for me,which leads me to another person who also changed me. I used to see him as the kid who curses alot and is kind of anti social. But then we started talking. And we couldn't stop talking. And talking. Andtalkingandtalkingandtalking. He turned out to be a nice kid, He was super chubby but his brain is even bigger that his cheeks. He's one of the smartest kids I know. Too bad he wasn't treated as how he is probably supposed to be treated at home. He often said that his parents scolded him alot. He talked about his life at home quite a bit. Because we talked alot, most of the kids (ok, i mean EVERYONE) thought that we liked each other. Of course, him being the calm and understanding (kind of?) person he is, we strongly stated that we did not liked each other whatsoever. Of course nobody bought that. Not even Unnie ( by unnie i mean Aurora, even though we're just 5 months apart I always call her that) even, unnie was the one who belived it the most. Thanks alot for understanding unnie -.-. Sooooo, before 6th grade ended, everyone knew where they were going to go to for middle school. I got into the school that I (and a thousand of other kids) wanted the most. Out of about 1000 kids that participated in the test, only about 200 managed to squeak out, and one of the was me. He wanted to go there too, but sadly he didn't make it, which was very suprising actually. Hey, dude's freaking brilliant! He's super smart remember? He was reaaally dissapointed. And so was 800 other kids. A bunch of kids from my elementary school took the test too, but only 7 of us made it (three of us are actually in the same class). I tried to be not as annoying as can be by not mentioning it in front of him, but this girl couldnt keep her mouth shut --> @nasya1011 she was suuupeeeeer proud of herself and couldn't help blabering to the whole school. When I told them that I made it too, they hardly belived me. I was categorized as "those kids who mostly get good grades, but not the super freakin geniuses" . I was just like "Yeah, I made it in too" and they were like "O_O whaaaaat? like, SERIOUSLY??!!" it was kind of annoying, just being honest here. But one thing I absolutely HATE about him is how he could be sooo careless and forgetting. After elementary ended, everyone was like "OMG I MISS MY OLD FRIENDS SOOOO MUCH" or "If only it lasted any longer". He was just glad because he was going to boarding school. He was happy for not having to see his parents as much as he used too. Horrible right? I sent him messages about how it was going on (cause he used to actually LISTEN to me back then) now he dosent even reply to anyone. The last person I wanna talk about is a friendly, crazy, sweet and AWESOME girl I met in my new class, her name in Hanarum, or Hanum, or even Hannah! Since everyone had to make a blog, here's her's --->  http://hanarum.wordpress.com/ you should check out her story! And follow her on twitter @hanarumhasswag she loves Taylor Swift and Ariana Grande. So for those who are a fan of either that preety Blondie, or the quirky adorable Redhead (or even both!), go talk to her, dont forget to call her Hannah! She's reeeaaallyyy preety! I love her smile, her top row of teeth are a little bit "big", and it makes her smile simply ADOHRABLEEE!!

6. I go to SMP Labschool Kebayoran. I met sooo many smart, brilliant, amazing, and aparently LOUD people there. Making it there is possibly the best academic acheivement I have ever made. Super proud of it! I am in class 7A, absent number 28 (lol, detail much?)

7. I LOVE K-POP SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!! I started liking K-POP since 4th grade. My first fandom is HOTTEST. Fans of 2PM, and my bias from 2PM is Ok Taecyeon!! My 2nd fandom is BABYZ! Fans o B.A.P. The matoki Aliens from outerspace that has come to earth so keep their home planet going. My bias from B.A.P is Zelooooo!!!/ Or Choi JunHong. My last (but, WHOAH! not least!!!!) is EXOSTANS!!! Fans of EXO!! I Prefer EXO-M (I know more peole stan EXO-K so don't judge me!) My bias from EXO is Kris!! The Duizhang "Picasso" of EXO :P


Okay! I think I'm done here? (or am I ?...) Yep, soooo done here! MY fingers ache and my eyes hurt from starring at the computer screen for almost an hour now! So i'm gonna go through everything again. Very sorry for any typos or misspelling or even grammar errors (yes, it is very possible, I'm not perfect ya know?)
Soooo... idk how often I"ll update.. Mabye after I'm done with homework? Most probably, yes.. Well, untill then.....

BYEBYE ANNYEONG!!!~~

oh and btw, if you want, pleeeeeaseeeeee follow me on twitter @Dea_8896 but I warn you! I talk abou K-POP a whole lot, and sometimes i can me a huge MAPOTI (Most Annoying People On The Internet, yes I enjoy watching nigahiga videos very much...WHUT?!)